I had hidden losses from everyone. My business was under pressure, lenders were calling and I believed exposure of the truth would destroy my family's respect for me.
During a severe crisis, I attempted to harm myself. A close friend became alarmed after unusual messages, reached my location and intervened in time. I survived and later received professional care while my family handled the immediate financial emergency. Several properties were sold and the debt process continues, but I now know the people I feared disappointing would rather face financial ruin with me than attend my funeral.